Adaptation, that's what most of us struggle with. and by most I mean me. After graduation, having the best 4 years of my life in uni, life shits me back to reality. I was excited to start working immediately after graduation. Luckily enough the company where i had my internship decided to hire me. Im in my 3rd month right now work is okay i can deal with the deadlines, i'm used to that- what's hard is trying to get along with people i work with. See I 'm aware I'm not †he most pleasant person to be around, and with all the bullying in high school I'm smart enough to know not to force myself to others.I know I know I shouldn't be so picky with the people i choose to talk to. I wasn't always this closed-off I was before high school started the most annoyingly bubbly person on the planet. When you disconnect from the world and just start observing you'll see everything more clearly.
The environment here is okay-- they all seem to get along with one another, or so it may seem. Some are really close, what being together for 10 years - you know how each other move. I'm rambling let me get straight to the point. I can deal with the fact that not everyone is supposed to get along, what I'm not okay with is how people can be so fake and shady 99% of the time. See from my point of view I'd rather be hated for being me rather than be liked for being something I'm not. Now i'm not saying Im bitchy to everyone I don't like , no. and it's not like everyone's lining up to talk to me. My mom always tells me it's a sort of initiation especially when you're new. they're really not gonna be as nice
