PROCRASTINATING

       I always find myself studying at the last minute. studying weeks before an exam just doesn't work for me. I tend to forget everything if I study in advance. I'm failing my ADPRAC subject btw. I'm having a hard time passing, everything I seem to do in this class just doesn't cut it to my professor. I admit I'm mad, I exert effort in everything I do. I want a do-over; ever since he lectured me about not bringing my handout to class, which was just that one time. And I didn't even leave it at home, it was in my locker. I guess it was my fault that I left it in the locker, But to hold that against me and it only happened once. That was the first time I forgot to bring my handout. I think every time he sees my face, he's like... HMM "I think I should just fail this girl, she thinks she's so good." I mean what do I have to do to pass, I don't want to be held back one more year, I don't want  my mom to extend her stay abroad, Lord knows how much she wants to go home. :'((